There are times when i'm fearful of crossing the bridge.
Afraid of what i will face on the other side.
Afraid that i may not like what it out there.
Afraid that all my efforts will result in futility.
It is fear of the unknown and of failure.
It is the anxiety that gets to me and it is a daily struggle.
Sometimes I win but most often, I lose.
It's always the battle between the heart and the mind.
My heart says yes while my mind says so.
Finding logic in the unexplainable desire of the heart.
Maybe I just don't understand myself enough.